I'm not perfect
I like to talk to people that discovered my blog. It's always amazing to ask for their opinion on what I wrote. When doing so we always end-up talking about the efforts I made in my life. Which always lead to a great conversation afterward. One thing that bugs me is that some end up saying that I have a "prefect routine", or a "perfect life".
I am far from perfect, and so is my life.
On this blog I talk a lot about my failures and improvements. I always try to share more of my success. And when I'm talking about failures, I always try to find a solution, a next thing to do. It's because I don't want to give up, I don't want my attempts to end on my failures. I want to learn from them.
But naturally what I share online is not my entire life. So there is a lot of things that I am doing wrong and I know it. There are surely many more errors that I am not even aware of.
Here is a list of some them:
- I don't take care of my house plant, it dodged death at least twice.
- I don't meditate everyday, I lost the habit.
- I don't have a lot of self-esteem and always end-up selling myself short.
- I firmly believed that I was about to fail at my new school this year, but it haven't even begun.
- I always forgot my water bottle everywhere I go.1
- I always think that I'm bothering my friends so I avoid them, and sometimes when end up drifting apart.
But it's fine I'm not aiming for perfection. I want to be uncomfortable, to take risks, to make lots of errors. Because this is when I learn and grow the most.2