Questions and reflections about myself
This post is just a list of questions I tend to think a lot about. It could become a post in the future or a subject for a deep discussion with a friend. I don't know what else it's suppose to be... Well...
Here is the list:
- Why am I so scared to talk about love? Am I just scared to realize that I will never know what it really is or I simply afraid that trying to investigate those kind of feelings will be too hurtful?
- Why is it that I procrastinate like that? I always end up doing things at the very last moment. Like this post for example or paying my bills. I even procrastinate on things that I enjoy very much! Like writing letters to my friends, makes some plans to see them or going to see my family!
- Deadlines are stressful. Too stressful. I don't know if it's a good idea to put one for my own creations... Should I just create and publish it when it's more or less finished? Or do some sort of work in progress? Wait that's an interesting idea... Some
Work in progresstag in some work piece? - Now that I realize it, I may have been influenced by another blog post by mei that I just read... It's like, the same concept? This post is like... a bullet point worries. Well it's not a bad thing I guess? 1
- I am happy that I achieve some of my goals this years! Like some sport related one. I makes me feel like I am not worthless.
- I think that I should just go out with my skateboard... It's been a long time since I haven't used it...
- I want to seriously start a stamp collection. But is it really a good idea? I could make a little post series out of it! Like post something when I discover new stamps or talk about things I learned about them? That could be really cool! 2
- Am I acting wrong with my friends? Am I being too annoying when I act genuine? I don't want to be troublesome or a shitty friend. I don't want them to leave me alone because of an annoying thing I said or did. If I ever did something wrong, would every friend tell me so? I wonder...